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Living in This World, but Not of It

Paul Attaway • Jan 24, 2022

Is Jesus who He says He is?

The year 2020, for me, was a turning point, or at least that’s how it feels now. By writing this sentence with the phrase ‘for me’ I do not mean that it was a turning point for me and me alone. I simply intend to speak only for me. I understand that for many people, 2020 was a year like no other. But I do not want to come off overly melodramatic. Individually, people have had worse years, years marked by personal loss and suffering. I remark that 2020 was likely a year like no other from a macro perspective. For the United States of America, the year 2020 was like no other in recent memory. For us as individuals, we will each have our own reaction. I would like to share mine in the event others may have had similar experiences.


But first, to understand how the year 2020 changed my perspective, I need to share what life in 2019 was like.

Well, as far as my life was concerned, as I have often said, I could complain, but no one would listen. I was happily married, healthy, and financially we wanted for nothing, nothing we needed that is, and we enjoyed much of what this world offered. Our three adult children were doing great. They were well adjusted, happy, healthy, professionally employed, grounded, and enjoying healthy relationships with family, friends, co-workers, spouses, and significant others. 


So, we are one month into 2022, I can make the following assessment of my life: I am happily married, healthy, and financially we want for nothing, nothing we need that is, and we enjoy much of what this world offers. Our three adult children are doing great. They are well adjusted, happy, healthy, professionally employed, grounded, and enjoying healthy relationships with family, friends, co-workers, spouses, and significant others. And we are Grandparents!



So, what changed?


The cultural winds conspired to make me feel like a stranger in my own country. You see, I believe Jesus is who He says He is. And who does Jesus say He is? God. The great ‘I Am’. He’s God, the Son. 


Pre-2020, I was what one would call a Christian and one without any real cost attached to my beliefs. (As a side note, I don’t like to call myself a ‘Christian’, because that word means different things to different people. For some, it is a term that identifies one as a humble, gentle believer that Jesus is the Christ. For others, it means you are a holier-than-thou hypocrite, and for others, one who votes Republican, etc… So, to reduce the likelihood of a negative stereotype, I simply say that I believe Jesus is who He says He is.) However, last year was when changes in this country’s culture, changes that had been brewing for some time, bubbled over in such a way that I no longer feel completely at home in this world. I am beginning to feel that to live my life as a follower of Christ will require more than a comfortable, lukewarm faith. And why is this so? Because the dominant forces behind the direction of this country are openly hostile to God’s creation. I anticipate I may begin to experience a cost to my beliefs.


During 2020, I was at times angry, sad, and depressed. I would pick myself up knowing that God was in control. Knowing this helped but it didn’t ultimately blunt the impact of what was happening – the life I had grown comfortable living was being taken away. I hated to see what was happening all around us. When talking with peers, we exchanged the same refrain: We’d be okay, but we worried for the world our children and grandchildren would grow up in. This fear hasn’t gone away. 


I entered 2021 determined to not let those opposed to God’s world rob me of my joy. I’m getting closer because the Lord is revealing to me what it means to store up treasures in Heaven, treasures, unlike those of this world, that cannot be taken away.


I intend to write about the changes taking place and the decisions I believe many of us will face. I will file these blog posts under the heading “In this World but Not of this World” because the differences between living in this secular world and living as ambassadors of Christ in this world are becoming clearer each day. 


I hope you will join me as I explore what this means.


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Amateurs competing on the world stage at the time were wealthy men who could afford to join private clubs and take hours off to play the game each week. Simply stated, they looked down on working-class people and that’s what a professional was, working class. That’s all the more reason why Francis Ouimet’s victory was so shocking; he was an amateur for sure, but he was poor and from a working-class family. He was not your traditional, wealthy amateur. The arrogance of the guardians of the game was on full display when in 1916 the USGA stripped Francis Ouimet of his amateur status because they concluded he was profiting off his fame by using it to promote the success of his sporting goods store. A few years later, in response to an outpouring of support for Ouimet, the USGA quietly reversed its decision. (Francis Ouimet continued to compete as an Amateur and won the US Amateur Championship in 1931.) While elitism still exists today throughout our culture, in the game of golf, the professional reigns supreme. The attitude towards the professional golfer began to change in the 1930s and 1940s and the great amateur Bobby Jones was instrumental in that change. Around this time, a yearlong tournament schedule was developed, and it became possible for a player to make a living travelling the country playing tournament golf. Match play gave way to stroke play as the dominant form of competition as TV became a larger presence and it was deemed that stroke play was an easier format around which to develop a television audience. For the tour to survive, however, players must have a realistic chance of making enough money even if they don’t win. So, today, a purse is divided up amongst the top finishers at a tournament. But still, the better you play, the more you make. So, while you no longer need to place first to win money, the spirit of the competition was still there. Furthermore, there was no guaranteed money. Often, you had to qualify on a Monday to play in the tournament and then if you did, you had to make the cut after the first two days if you were to make any money. Yes, the spirit of competition survived. Now don’t get me wrong. I know how much money the top players make today; they’re not struggling to survive, but they had to work hard, and they earned their money by winning regularly. Nevertheless, the tour can be grueling because if you don’t make the cut after the Thursday and Friday rounds, you don’t get paid and then you move on to the next tournament, often the very next week. The PGA Tour does provide a pension for its members. However, your payout is a function of what you put in: the number of tournaments you play, the number of cuts you make, the number of Wednesday Pro-Ams you play, and how well you do in the tournaments, for instance. In other words, the better you perform, the more you make. 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How can I get excited about watching folks play golf when they can finish dead last and still get paid and would have already been paid just for foregoing another tour? Independent Contractors, they say The players that have fled the PGA and European Tours for the safety of the LIV Tour make a lot of noise about being independent contractors and claim that means they should be able to do what they want. Yes, members of the PGA Tour are independent contractors and, yes, they are contractually obligated to enter a minimum number of tournaments each year, but I wonder if Dustin Johnson and Phil Mickelson are independent contractors anymore. We’ve read that Mickelson was paid $200 million to join LIV. Was he wired this money in one lump sum a few weeks ago or will it be paid out over time? I have a feeling it will be paid out over time and that he is obligated to play in the tournaments and promote the LIV Tour. Sounds to me more like he’s an employee of Mohammad bin Salman. The PGA has suspended Phil. I wonder what MBS will do if Phil decides to stop playing in his tournaments? For the love of the game In 1913, an amateur shocked the golf world. The romance of playing purely for the love of the game gave way to the reality that only a handful of people could spend their lives playing golf without a financial care in the world and room for the professional was accommodated. With the ascendency of the professional, an amateur hasn’t challenged the top players since the days of Bobby Jones but that’s okay. When I watch the world’s best golfers competing to win a trophy on a famous course that was previously won by Walter Hagen, Jack Nicklaus, or Ben Hogan for instance, I see players playing not just for the money but for the love of the game and for their place in history. I’m heading to the driving range now. I’m playing tomorrow, and in my foursome, we will throw balls up on the first tee to determine teams and then compete in a $20 Nassau. Second place gets nothing! [1] The story was immortalized by Mark Frost in his book, The Greatest Game Ever Played: Harry Vardon, Francis Ouimet, and the Birth of Modern Golf and popularized by the movie The Greatest Game Ever Played, based on the book.
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